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FairytalesWhen we wanted a fairy tale
We wanted a prince/Princess
Not to be locked up
In some form of hell
But to be loved for whom we are
And who we were going to be
When we wanted a happy ending
We were expecting love young
And to have it last for the rest of our lives
We did not want to be abused
We did not want to be used by them or others
We wanted to be treated like royalty by the one we loved
But for some it does not seem that way
It seems that their knight in shining armor will never come
He/ She will not sweep us off of our feet
But if we are lucky
Our knights will come in different forms other than what we dreamed
Perhaps they will be your best friend you can tell anything
And everything to
Or they are the person who saves you from your personal little hell
Perhaps your knight in shining armor is your teddy bear or stuffed animal
Who will love you no matter what you do
Maybe it is the way you release your anguish
The pain you felt
The brush across the canvas
The pen/ Pencil across the
I'm not weird.
I'm just not socially perfect.
I'm not socially perfect.
I'm just a freak.
I'm not a freak.
I'm just misunderstood.
I'm not misunderstood.
I'm just someone you don't know.
I'm not someone you don't know.
I'm your classmate.
I'm not your classmate.
I'm your potential friend/enemy.
I'm not your potential friend/enemy.
I'm just me.
I'm not me.
I'm not awesome.
I'm just someone who knows where I wanna go and be myself.
.... Which happens to be weird, not socially perfect, a freak, misunderstood at times, someone you don't know, possibly your classmate, your potential friend/enemy, me.
Damn It..Every time I look at you.
I feel as if I'm pathetic.
That I'll never compare to you.
We're attracted to which we can not easily possess.
So I guess that's why you're after her..
I don't know..
Are you worth the fight?
Will you leave me the way you did last week?
Or will it be different..
Are you worth the fight is the question deary..
Someone please tell me.
Shattered DreamsWhy must it be you
My heart longs to bear
Why must it be you
My arms wish to hold
Why must it be you
That my lips want to touch
Why must it be you
The one who breaks me again and again
Why must it be you
Who I love so dearly
You do not know that I do
That hurts me so..
I just want to tell you
And hope you know why
I have known you since I was small
We both watched each other grow up
But you never saw my tears
You never heard my heart shatter
You will never see my tears
I hide them from you
You will never hear my heart shatter
All it is is dust
I cannot purge your gentle face from my mind
Why must it be you
My sweet, sweet friend?
If Only I Could Put Your Name Here..Why must I feel this way
It just brings me pain
Why must I be invisible
Sure you see me
I get happy when I see you
But you don't see the care I bring
Why must I be so blind
I can't be with you
No matter how hard I try apparently
I can't smile much
Granted I find idiotic things to smile about
Some things, I can't smile to
Perhaps on the morrow
I'll smile again
But will it be for you my friend?
More than likely not
But its a hope
False hope, may well be better than none..
Crooked smiles in my vision
I can no longer walk without hearing the mocking laughter
Even my shadow mocks me
Why is this so?
Stairs bring terror
The smiles mocking me with every step
Paranoia bringing the accursed black hands back to drag me down
Best I can do is watch
Stair by stair I'm drug
One may never know
Perhaps to hell
Or is it my home already?
By Layla Fauth (inspiration: blackfire64.deviantart.com)
(Your drawing made me want to write it, I do not even know why )
Addicted to Messy Kisses (Visual) I want to sit on the
roof top in your boxers and kiss
you while listening to you telling me about
the stars that made the constellations on my
face. I want to kiss you when you photograph me,
because that's what I want to remember: loving you
endlessly and boundlessly. I want to kiss you when you
are too tired and too drunk, and watch you slobbering all
over me, while I laugh in your breath on my lips. I want to
kiss you in libraries, when you'll blush and tell me to sto
organized chaosHis brain's like
reflecting muted light.
His brain is architecturally sound,
with perfect corners
organized into neat sections,
metal cutting the spectrum
into cautious pieces.
He tells me he's nothing.
He tells me that he's grown up
from the cracks in the sidewalk
like a dandelion,
and he's been waiting his whole life
for someone to come along
and blow his fucking head off.
He tells me he comes from a bad place,
and I nod
when all I want to do is shake him
and remind him
that everything beautiful
must grow up out of the dirt.
I wanted to write you a lovesong.i.
Summer rain has nothing
on the sound of your laugh,
little pinpricks of sunshine
lounging across the cobbled
streets of midnight,
cooled grey eyes, shining
tears of nightlights
glowing like stars in your cheeks;
in darkened archways,
hollow stone walls
reverberating through my skull --
back to earth, loving
taking root under the city floor,
breathing across cool hands
in warmer songs, notes
bundled under my sheets
thoughts that last all night
and drift between the rafters
of my chest
wanting at last;
pure, starry sky and
dawn rolls down the mountainside,
turrets and towers
crinkle-eyed smile batters
falling -- falling --
more delicate than down
softly into the clouds.
one life into another
the moon has sunk
into my soul; I am losing
but the bloodl
How the waves tasted your anklesSince you are the only sailor
of the sea that my moon-
child eyes so easily bleed,
I crumble to shoreline pieces
every time I press my lips
to half-neglected sea glass,
haunted by visions of the way
you rolled cherries on your tongue.
sacrosanct perversionhe is
my paragon of feverish intemperance
my blue-flamed boy nova
the burning of my besotted wits-end and start
the reticence under the gape of endless stars
whose abdomen fell
prey to my scathing eyes and starving claws
whose mien asphyxiated
by my irrepressible thirst
past his past lovers and navel gait
how i pine
for the warmth of his gargantuan laughs
for the coolness of his gaze transfixed
on my lips
blue-fire fervor and inferno
dearest penned don
grant me my sip of the holy grail
i would become a polyglot existence
singing of her myrtle and doves
and my mirabile dictu love
on every known continent
ways I have failedscarling I believe
I knew our stars were faulted
The same way I knew that I couldn't stand them disarrayed
I wove you slowly
into my tendons
and I refuse any dimension that finds us ceasing
just pretend I am a man
and not a knot in your chest
I will pretend that I'm not gasping for breath
you are my barbed catalyst
that I refuse to release
I will proudly dress my wounds in the mirror
knowing that everything will be better than I was
there is no part of me undoctored
no words ungreened
and no fiber untorn
you were never just a prompt
but you were always more than my thin hands could manage
I always knew you would outgrow me
Twilight's Dream Falling,
Twas a dream
You in my sight,
Just your eyes,
Oh, the way
They strip me
Of my soul,
So that it be
My darling -
In the days
You caressed me
Falling for you,
Over you -
But twas just
StarsYou fill me up with bubbles,
dreams and futures floating for me.
Using a line of chalk to draw my life plans on me,
outlining where we can go together.
Stars scribbled across my forehead,
highway across my belly.
Breathing in the cars, making a map of our love.
DefenselessSink your teeth
Into my soft skin
My neck is bare
Inviting you to dine
On my liquid love
My blood, your desire
Enough to keep you alive
And begging for more
I revel in the thought
Of my red blood cells
Inside of you
When I told you
That you would always
Have a part of me
I meant it
In every sense of the word
MorrowClose your eyes
Dream of the morrow
Where you will know
What it is to love
Come with me
I'll relinquish you of your pain
Relish the bliss that you feel
It is all you need
Know the feeling
Of you in my arms tonight
Know this touch
For it is mine alone
Only you my dear
Are able to make me wish
Wish upon the morrow
That you will be here tonight
Remember everything we said
All the things that we were
And everything we never will be
Just remember me
Close your eyes
Dream of the past
Where you knew
What love was
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